yap. Another mother and care Indonesian blog. Accept it!

Yes. I say it loud and proud : Accept it! --> For people who thinks that another blog in mother and baby world is just too many.

After awhile reading too many blogs around new type of generation in Indonesia, the middle class generation, I had enough. Not because their writings are bad or anything, NOT AT ALL! Actually, some really helped me a lot dealing as a new mother. I am sure they had helped a lot of people. Thus, why another mother care blog? I want to have my own saying. I want to voice out also. No no no no, I am not as good as those emak mummy mom  bunda mam bloggers, I am just a regular person, whose blogs not really read by too many people ;) Anyhow, I just want to share my thinking through blog because I like writing.

Like everybody, I want to talk about my children also. I want to talk also about feeding bottles, about breastfeeding, about baby diapers, about baby food, about strollers, hey,.. now I got my opinion also on these stuff. Honestlly, I found some opinion a little bit upstream, sorry to say, so, I really would like to voice it out.

I had 2 children. I lost my first one the day he was born. Sad story. Too many times I tried to write about him and the grief, just could not. Until recently I came across my long time friend who experienced lost a son too. Then I really think I'd write about it. Becasue every once in while, every now and then, I think of him.

Another child, a funny smart girl, which I think she outsmart me already, gives me another joyful ride as a mother. I cannot be like those mums in the blog adoring her kid 24/7 non stop. No, I got my roller coaster moments with her. Up and down. She got me to feel up and down up to this moment. and loving every seconds of the ride...